Have not yet figured out what to do after college. *sigh*. oh well. everything will work out, right?

I really want to share more with my family. I have learned so much these last few years about healing and meditation and living a life of joy. I see them struggling with the same things i used to struggle so much with and i would love to be able to help them, even if it is just a little bit. but i am worried they will be afraid and will distance themselves from me. That is the last thing i want to happen now when i am just beginning to become close to them. So much of my mother's life is still influenced by bad things that happened so many years ago. I know everything happens for a reason, and i am pretty sure we have the problems we do so that we can learn from them, but i want so badly to tell her that it is possible to heal.

but how can i when she doesn't even believe the things i healed from are real?




what is the cure for closed-mindedness?

Do not dare to walk through my mind with your dirty feet.

i wish.